Go Set a Watchman A Novel

The train ride home is a balm, a journey backward through red Georgia clay and into the familiar green of Alabama. For Jean Louise Finch, twenty-six and a creature of New York, the sight of tin-roofed houses and verbena in whitewashed tires is a physical delight. This annual pilgrimage to Maycomb is usually by air, a frantic rush, but this time she has chosen the slow, rumbling rhythm of the rails, a buffer between her world and the one she left behind. She is met at the Junction not by her aging father, but by Henry Clinton - Hank - her brother's best friend, her childhood companion, and the man who intends to be her husband. Their banter is as worn and comfortable as old clothes, yet a question hangs in the humid air between them: “Now will you marry me?” Not yet, she tells him. Not yet.

The Maycomb she returns to is both the same and irrevocably changed. Her father, Atticus, is stooped and pained by arthritis that cripples his hands, though his mind remains as sharp and dry as ever. Her Aunt Alexandra, a formidable fortress of corsetry and social propriety, still presides over the household, her presence a constant, low-grade irritation. The old house is gone, replaced by an ice cream parlor, and the family now lives in a newer home, but the ghosts of childhood are everywhere. Jean Louise feels them in the living room where Atticus reads, and in the yard where she and her brother Jem, gone now these two years, once played out their epic dramas with their friend Dill.

This homecoming, however, carries a new and dissonant chord. A pamphlet on her father's table, titled *The Black Plague*, with its crude drawing of a Negro and its vile, pseudo-scientific racism, is the first tremor. Her aunt's casual defense of it - “There are a lot of truths in that book” - is the second. The earth-shattering quake comes when Alexandra reveals where Atticus and Hank are this Sunday afternoon: at a meeting of the Maycomb County Citizens' Council. The name means little until Jean Louise, walking in a sickening daze to the old courthouse, climbs the stairs to the Colored balcony, the very place she once watched her father defend a black man with unwavering integrity.

Below her, the courtroom is filled with the men of Maycomb, from the town's most respected figures to the ignorant, red-faced trash she has known her whole life. And there, at a table at the front, sit Atticus and Hank. They are lending their presence, their silent approval, to a speaker who spews a torrent of filth - a rambling, humming harangue against “niggers” and the Supreme Court, a sermon of hate that twists scripture and history into a grotesque weapon. “Mongrelize the race,” the man snarls, and Jean Louise watches her father, the man who taught her all she knows of justice and decency, sit and listen. The sight is a physical blow. The one human being she has ever fully trusted, the man she has confused with God, has failed her utterly.

Her world collapses into a state of nauseous grief. Every pillar of her life has crumbled. A visit to Calpurnia, the black woman who raised her, offers no comfort, only a new, heartbreaking distance. Calpurnia meets her with formal, chilling politeness, her eyes reflecting not the love of a surrogate mother, but the weary caution of her race. “What are you all doing to us?” she asks, and the chasm between them seems a mile wide. A “Coffee” hosted by her aunt becomes a blur of meaningless chatter from women whose casual bigotry makes Jean Louise's skin crawl. She is a stranger in her own home, an alien among her own people.

The inevitable confrontation with Hank is brutal. He tries to explain his presence at the meeting as a political necessity, a way to keep a finger on the town's pulse, to conform just enough to be of service. “You're a Finch,” he tells her. “You can get away with things I can't.” But she sees only cowardice and hypocrisy, and with cold fury, she tells him she can never marry him. The fight with her father is even more devastating. She unleashes years of love and worship in a torrent of rage, accusing him of being a tyrant, a coward, a double-dealer who taught her one thing and lived another. “I despise you and everything you stand for,” she screams, her heart breaking with every word. Atticus absorbs her fury with a calm that is more maddening than any anger. He does not defend himself. He simply says, “I've killed you, Scout. I had to.”

Broken and betrayed, Jean Louise packs her suitcase, determined to leave Maycomb and never return. But her Uncle Jack, summoned by a premonition or a phone call, intercepts her. After a shocking slap that brings her out of her hysterical grief, he sits her down and begins the painful process of resetting the bones of her world. He explains that every person's watchman is their own conscience, and for her entire life, she had fastened hers to Atticus, making him a god instead of a man. Yesterday, she witnessed his failings, and because she could not bear an imperfect god, she tried to destroy him.

Her father, he tells her, is a man of his time and place, fighting a rearguard action against a changing world he doesn't fully trust. He sits on citizens' councils not to promote hate, but to know his enemies, to be there when the law is truly threatened. The battle Jean Louise fought wasn't with a bigot, but with a man, and in standing up to him, she finally broke free. She had to kill the god she had made of him to find the man he was.

Shaken, bruised, and exhausted, Jean Louise goes to the office to pick him up. The air is thick with all that has been said. She finds him waiting, and as she approaches, ready to apologize, he looks at her, his face soft with pride. “I certainly hoped a daughter of mine'd hold her ground for what she thinks is right,” he says. “Stand up to me first of all.” In that moment, the rage dissolves, replaced by a painful, piercing clarity. He is not a fallen idol, but a human being, flawed and complex. As she helps him to the car, she silently welcomes him to the human race, and in doing so, finally joins it herself.