Since You've Been Gone
- Language
- English
- Published
- 2014
- Publisher
- Simon and Schuster
- Pages
- 449
- ISBN
- 9781442435001
Emily always relied on Sloane, her outgoing best friend who pulled her into every adventure and made life vibrant. But just before the summer they planned to be epic, Sloane vanishes without a trace, leaving behind only a cryptic to-do list. This list contains thirteen tasks, each more daring and unlike Emily than the last, from dancing until dawn to kissing a stranger.
As Emily reluctantly begins to check off these unusual items, she finds herself stepping outside her comfort zone and into an unexpected summer of self-discovery. With the help of new, unforeseen friendships, Emily navigates unfamiliar experiences, hoping each completed task will bring her closer to understanding Sloane's disappearance and perhaps, herself. This journey explores the complexities of friendship, independence, and the courage it takes to live fully, even when facing the unknown.
As Emily reluctantly begins to check off these unusual items, she finds herself stepping outside her comfort zone and into an unexpected summer of self-discovery. With the help of new, unforeseen friendships, Emily navigates unfamiliar experiences, hoping each completed task will bring her closer to understanding Sloane's disappearance and perhaps, herself. This journey explores the complexities of friendship, independence, and the courage it takes to live fully, even when facing the unknown.
- Themes
- Friendship Family
- Where and when
- Connecticut
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Emily had always been the quiet half of a formidable duo, content to exist in the radiant orbit of her best friend, Sloane. Before Sloane, life was a muted watercolor; Emily didn't seek out parties, stumbled through conversations with boys, and certainly never courted anything "crazy." Sloane, a force of nature, a social whirlwind with an effortless confidence, was the one who pulled Emily from her shell, painting their world in vibrant, unforgettable hues. Their summer, poised on the brink of epic, promised adventures only Sloane could orchestrate.
Then, Sloane vanished. No goodbye, no explanation, just an echoing silence where her vivacious presence used to be. All that remained was a cryptic, handwritten list tucked away, containing thirteen tasks, each more outlandish than the last, things Emily would never, in a million years, attempt on her own. "Go skinny-dipping," one dare read, while another commanded, "Kiss a stranger." A desperate hope flickered within Emily: could completing this bizarre scavenger hunt be the key to bringing Sloane back, or at least to understanding why she left?
Hesitantly, Emily began to tackle the list, each item a terrifying step outside her carefully constructed comfort zone. She found herself apple picking under a cloak of stars, the air cool and crisp, a stark contrast to the warmth of Sloane's absent hand. She danced until dawn, losing herself in the rhythm, a sensation both exhilarating and disorienting without her usual guide. With every challenge, fragments of memories with Sloane resurfaced, illuminating the intricate tapestry of their friendship, the unspoken understandings, and the subtle imbalances that had always existed between them.
Along this unexpected path, Emily found an unlikely companion in Frank Porter. He was the kind of boy she barely noticed before, focused and organized, but with a surprising depth and a quiet, steadfast loyalty. Frank, initially a helper in her quest, slowly became a confidant, a steady presence as Emily navigated the bewildering terrain of Sloane's absence and her own burgeoning independence. Their conversations, filled with unexpected humor and shared vulnerability, began to weave a new, gentle thread into the fabric of her summer.
As Emily checked off more tasks – some with a nervous laugh, others with a surge of unexpected courage – she started to see the world, and herself, through a different lens. The girl who once relied on Sloane to navigate social cues and initiate adventures was slowly, painstakingly, discovering her own voice, her own desires, and her own capacity for bravery. Each completed dare peeled back a layer of her shyness, revealing a more resilient, more self-assured Emily beneath.
The journey of the list wasn't just about finding Sloane; it became a profound exploration of what it meant to be Emily, unmoored from her best friend's shadow. She confronted not only the fears Sloane had playfully challenged her to overcome, but also deeper anxieties about self-worth and independence. The summer, initially defined by loss and a desperate search, transformed into a vibrant season of unexpected friendships, burgeoning romance, and the quiet, exhilarating realization of who she was becoming.
Then, Sloane vanished. No goodbye, no explanation, just an echoing silence where her vivacious presence used to be. All that remained was a cryptic, handwritten list tucked away, containing thirteen tasks, each more outlandish than the last, things Emily would never, in a million years, attempt on her own. "Go skinny-dipping," one dare read, while another commanded, "Kiss a stranger." A desperate hope flickered within Emily: could completing this bizarre scavenger hunt be the key to bringing Sloane back, or at least to understanding why she left?
Hesitantly, Emily began to tackle the list, each item a terrifying step outside her carefully constructed comfort zone. She found herself apple picking under a cloak of stars, the air cool and crisp, a stark contrast to the warmth of Sloane's absent hand. She danced until dawn, losing herself in the rhythm, a sensation both exhilarating and disorienting without her usual guide. With every challenge, fragments of memories with Sloane resurfaced, illuminating the intricate tapestry of their friendship, the unspoken understandings, and the subtle imbalances that had always existed between them.
Along this unexpected path, Emily found an unlikely companion in Frank Porter. He was the kind of boy she barely noticed before, focused and organized, but with a surprising depth and a quiet, steadfast loyalty. Frank, initially a helper in her quest, slowly became a confidant, a steady presence as Emily navigated the bewildering terrain of Sloane's absence and her own burgeoning independence. Their conversations, filled with unexpected humor and shared vulnerability, began to weave a new, gentle thread into the fabric of her summer.
As Emily checked off more tasks – some with a nervous laugh, others with a surge of unexpected courage – she started to see the world, and herself, through a different lens. The girl who once relied on Sloane to navigate social cues and initiate adventures was slowly, painstakingly, discovering her own voice, her own desires, and her own capacity for bravery. Each completed dare peeled back a layer of her shyness, revealing a more resilient, more self-assured Emily beneath.
The journey of the list wasn't just about finding Sloane; it became a profound exploration of what it meant to be Emily, unmoored from her best friend's shadow. She confronted not only the fears Sloane had playfully challenged her to overcome, but also deeper anxieties about self-worth and independence. The summer, initially defined by loss and a desperate search, transformed into a vibrant season of unexpected friendships, burgeoning romance, and the quiet, exhilarating realization of who she was becoming.
What readers say
4.06
118K ratings across the web 7 in 10 readers loved it, 1 didn't like it
The book is widely celebrated as a delightful and heartwarming contemporary read, with many reviewers calling it a favorite by the author. Readers consistently praise its light, fun, and carefree atmosphere, making it an ideal summer story. The narrative is noted for its exceptional character development, particularly for the protagonist, Emily, who undergoes a genuine and inspiring transformation from shyness to confidence. Reviewers frequently highlight the strength of the friendships, often finding them to be a more central and refreshing element than the romantic subplot. The story’s engaging concept, involving road trips, bucket lists, and vibrant group dynamics, combined with the author's vivid and honest writing style, creates an immersive experience that keeps readers hooked from beginning to end.
Despite its widespread appeal, some readers found aspects of the book less compelling. A common criticism points to a lack of tension and predictability in the plot, with some of Emily's "rebellious" tasks perceived as tame rather than genuinely exciting. Concerns were also raised regarding the character of Sloane, with a few reviewers questioning her portrayal as a friend and finding her actions to be selfish or shallow at times. Additionally, the ending drew mixed reactions, with some feeling it was rushed, too neatly resolved, or left certain supporting character conflicts unresolved. A minor point of contention for some was the handling of the romantic storyline, which, while generally well-received, had specific elements that did not resonate with every reader.
Overall, the book is highly recommended as an enjoyable and uplifting read that effectively captures the essence of summer. It is particularly suited for readers seeking a feel-good contemporary story that prioritizes friendship and personal growth. Fans of the author's previous works, as well as those who appreciate narratives featuring self-discovery, endearing characters, and a blend of adventure and light romance, are likely to find this book appealing. Its wholesome tone and focus on navigating teenage life without overly "heavy" issues also make it a good choice for younger young adult readers.
Despite its widespread appeal, some readers found aspects of the book less compelling. A common criticism points to a lack of tension and predictability in the plot, with some of Emily's "rebellious" tasks perceived as tame rather than genuinely exciting. Concerns were also raised regarding the character of Sloane, with a few reviewers questioning her portrayal as a friend and finding her actions to be selfish or shallow at times. Additionally, the ending drew mixed reactions, with some feeling it was rushed, too neatly resolved, or left certain supporting character conflicts unresolved. A minor point of contention for some was the handling of the romantic storyline, which, while generally well-received, had specific elements that did not resonate with every reader.
Overall, the book is highly recommended as an enjoyable and uplifting read that effectively captures the essence of summer. It is particularly suited for readers seeking a feel-good contemporary story that prioritizes friendship and personal growth. Fans of the author's previous works, as well as those who appreciate narratives featuring self-discovery, endearing characters, and a blend of adventure and light romance, are likely to find this book appealing. Its wholesome tone and focus on navigating teenage life without overly "heavy" issues also make it a good choice for younger young adult readers.
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